im not adopted either,,,

No matter what anyone says, they have no legal right to control or manipulate me - bogus law or not. There has never been a verbal agreement or written contract to this effect except that my real father is my representative payee as decided with the social security mental disability hearing. They have me too paranoid to take bipolar medicine, as well, since AZT tends to increase the severity of HIV infection. just a reminder for myself I guess. The will they crushed was my will to survive by making nothing else possible in my life but complete and direct disappointment after disappointment. They destroyed my will to live, very methodically.