see even that last post,, setup,,

I'm not interested in anything,, no offense,, duhr,, whos the stupid,, duh,, by default,, everything,, is bad,, what experiment,, they will never let me find it,, oh yea that was a lie,, dude,, doubt whatever,, im not even interested,, did't you fuckers dump years ago,, i just cant do it,, im so dumb from a long time ago,, youve even created the good,,, and you persuade me to like it,, even luv it,, then crush it to bits,, please die,,, no offense to the good people,,, fucku fag,, il never say it,, it just gets worse and worse,, dont go back,, cant go forward,, why,, i dunno,, self sabotage is the only gaqme i get to play,, try harder,, for what,, whatever the good reason will turn bad,, it has to by default,, no its not a self fulfilling prophecy,, its purefuckinhate,, so its best i try not to see u good or stars or cartoons or fun o5r whatever im not supposed to know,,, big secret,, i have something very important to due,, to be unselfish,, for the good beauty ive never seen,,, seeds,, or maybe i meant something else,, its all nonstop fuckling bullshit,, its getting worse,, i can't do anythibng,, the simpliest fucku
things are full of bullets,, hey how about i get better before i have a fake fuckin trial online fun fun and humiliation,, try ebay,, they wont let me,, they give u the idea but theres no way there,, i could try,, and hould,, its all bullshit,, but i need to doit for the real world suffering,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,u fuckers aint suffering,, or my tortured perception,, could be wrong could be right,, i dont want to play ur fake bullshit,, i cant and wont save myself,, duh,, its setup that way,, i cant stand to think about it or you,, not the good,, its just the weay it is,, u should go to the hospital huh,, no,, yes,, no,, yes,, i should do nothing,, id rather fuckin die,, anything good is gonna be hated,, by default,, it has to be that way,, wasted all that energy,, for what instead,, dude look,, im not evening gonnaq type what i think im programmed to,, ur so cool,, ur so scum,, oh but i have to get up and accept the hate and torture to help the good,, that by default,, torch me,, im sick to my stomach,, oh im getting education,, of lies,, nothing is good,, gotta bvelieve,, gotta help,, dude ur fuckin gross,, ur whole family,, theyve destroyed any inkling of family,, nothing is allowed,, just fuckin kill me man,, i couldnt really pfrogram myself to work with the hate,, fucku,,, im not interestded,, im supoposed to do this,, go insane,, ive been here years,, its all bad,, but just get up,, for more,, its just mentaql,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, its illegal as hell but i dont even get a trial,,,,,,,,,,,,,, in the digital gouse,,,,,,,,,,,,, gto2hell,,, id rather die,, rufucku,, everything good goes to bad automatically,,, forver