why should i even attempt anything?

nothing works to get any truth or justice and i fear im going to get more anonymous electric shock treatment, anyway. im not or never was politically active. i have hardly even voted except maybe three or four presidential elections. this is all pure waste. many innocent prisoners are suffering in prisons, i bet. plus these scumbags make or coerce behaviors that are criminal. they are total trash and thats not a delusion. they want me to watch gi jane which i would like to do because i like demi moore but other innocent prisoners dont get to make their prison sentence into military service, which would account for a real delusion.