i don't know what to do,,,

because i cant figure out what is going on. its so extremely painful to be so completely lost and restrained. why do conservatives crave that suffering of the weak? its not a fat person's fault they are fat or disabled, fruits and vegetables were supposed to be healthy. so much suffering is painful to me, especially of animals - not only do they not have a voice but they don't have a court system. what feels powerful about that bush/cheney/rover? and to unknowingly be a victim of an enemy that is invisibly sabotaging and constantly seeking the victim's destruction for no apparent reason is even worse. why do i even type this stuff? if i dont know the problem its impossible to look for, find, and implement a solution. how can this feel good to anyone - even the perpetrators?