fake lighting huh?

is that the school part of my fake sentence? does that symbolize or mean fake knowledge, pretty much? As far as treatment to suspected terrorists? Could it be referred to the brightness or factual intelligence of the prisoner as opposed to the 'light and dark' technique mentioned in A Question of Torture by Alfred McCoy as one of the procedures used by the CIA for psychological warfare and its secret research into human consciousness that annually cost billions?

The book mentions the massive CIA mind control effort utilized on the U.S. citizens from 1950 to 1962, that apparently continued operating covertly as the author states by, "penetrating and compromising key U.S. institutions of universities, hospitals, armed forces, etc." for what became known as non-physical 'no touch' torture.

The author writes, "Refined through years of practice, the method [sensory deprivation] relies on simple, even banal procedures of isolation, standing, heat and cold, light and dark, noise and silence for a systematic attack on all senses." This 'no-touch' torture evolved from earlier experiments with hallucinogenic drugs, electric shock, and sensory disorientation. Well, I'm trying to tie, what apparently is 'common sense' interpretations, to the treatment that I have been receiving for years so that I can defend myself, which is currently impossible with Cheney/CIA secrecy.

How do I petition the Court for compensation when I have no proof of perpetrators that are required to remain secret? They had my psychiatrist setup 10 sessions of ECT [electroconvulsive shock therapy] but because it was making me forget, I stopped the treatment after only three times. They also give me the impression that they may somehow be electrocuting a target of some kind inside me with a beam of electricity right through my roof - maybe its done with infrared light.

[maybe infrared satisfies the 'light and dark' method used in thier sensory disorientation 'no-touch' torture technique]

I am not informed of this technology that apparently leaves some kind of blisters on both my mother's and my own scalps. I'm also not informed of the technology that permits the 'secret research into human consciousness' that has created so much anxiety and paranoia. The CIA or the implied 'homegrown terrorists' mentors have repeatedly convinced me that they can see what I see, can read my mind, and tell my future. I get really creeped out when they start using the word destiny, because about 10 years ago when they were apparently bombarding me with HIV positive hookups [blister tingle - described below] I guess I could feel the energy because I thought AIDS was my destiny at that time [buzz, buzz - I hate that].

[buzz means that something in my electricy controlled, CIA boastful 'Alice in Wonderland' environment made a noise which was, in the past, indicative of the importance (no longer considered a comfirmation of truth due to the enlightenment of the fake lighting) of what I was typing, reading, or thinking. It has taken years of trial and error to figure this out which can so easily be denied by the anonyminity and CIA/Cheney secrecy oath. It took me a few more years of denial just to accept this that can so easily be denied. So I guess crickets are not just nocturnal and can actually make as much noise during the day as at night, huh?]

[I just felt a small tingle on one of my so called scalp blisters and smelled something that I can only describe as burnt or dead flesh. I've recognized the same or a similar odor coming from my laptop - even when I'm nowhere close, or even in the same physical location to it. I know there is a language area inside the brain but I'm not sure how it can be remotely tapped into like we have seen, at least in TV shows, the way a paralyzed person hooked up to a computer can communicate with digital language from his thoughts. Somehow they have technology to be able to do that to me by some kind of embedded or implanted seed. Remember the government has V-Chip capabilities to plant this kind of seed in pets and children.]