Tuesday, May 5, 2009

electric seeds

A Question of Torture
By Alfred W. McCoy

At the end of page 65 the author mentions experiments at Bien Hoa Hospital in 1968 as part of the CIA mental torture program in Vietnam. A CIA crew with a skilled neurosurgeon that in one journalist’s account, “implanted tiny electrodes in each brain” of three Vietcong prisoners. The CIA behaviorists used “radio frequencies … to cause their subjects suddenly to defecate or vomit.” Then, after placing the captives in a room and giving them knives, the CIA men, “pressing the control buttons in their handsets … tried to arouse their subjects to violence.” After a week of repeated failure [sic] , the scientists headed home, while “the prisoners were shot by Green Beret troopers and their bodies burned.” (1)

(1)Thomas, Journey Into Madness, 286-7; Alexander Cockburn and Jeffery St. Clair, Whiteout: The CIA, Drugs, and the Press (New York: Verso 1998), 210.
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The above mentioned, electric seeds, would allow them to cause acid reflux as well, would it not? And I guess they can be accumulated by the nose since the Olfactory, sense of smell, neurons delivery sensations directly to our brain. That is why it is not considered peripheral nervous system. And, they are lying, I did NOT volunteer to do anything, especially to be mentally tortured. As far as I know, I'm no better off than when they first flunked me out of school in 2003. Then they flunked me from three more schools. They have complete control.
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some notes from feb of this year plus comments today,,

May 5, 2009, 12:18 PM
Here’s something I started back in February and I still don’t know why I’m doing this. You make like its hard to stop a moving train which is funny because I’m not even close to that. Every time I drop my guard, the hate comes tumbling down even worse and deeper than when it was regretfully given-up. By design, I guess, I don’t know how or why they do it. I read about some electronic crap they implant in nervous tissue, ie. Brain, in A Question of Torture by Alfred W. McCoy. Why would you permit this? And, pretend to me that everything is okay or normal and that the problem is obvious? Or, that I enjoy this? You know enough about me and my history to know its wrong but you don‘t want to accept blame - so I stay tortured. I can’t hardly type the crap out. You say, “come on, its easy,” but why easy for an enemy target that you have just tortured as a terrorist. As if, we’d even know one if George W. Bush himself, came up and bit us in the ass? This stuff is their work, that I’m doing. Its propaganda, spreading their word - if you will. Desensitization by exposure. If we make this okay or pass off as reality television or as entertainment, what next? Do we get to see a beating or real physical torture from the Charter cable TV box spy cam? Is this the new innovative way to detain or hold prisoners? Well, I’m not a prisoner but I’m mentally ill from the psychological torture that no one can acknowledge. I know they know better, and they act like I do to: that its part of a script I don’t really have. I would just say that as easy explanation for the ridiculous behavior they elicited from me. I don’t know who they really is, since its so anonymous. The TV told me it was karl but why would I believe them. The following switches back and forth from old to new typed complaints which they also control but shutting my laptop down. I didn‘t allow that or volunteer for anything.
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Its Not The Memo.
February 22, 2009, 3:05 PM
Okay, I think I’m finally starting to ‘get it’. If I was going to write a memo to the former President, it would be something like a foreign language that I’ve never even spoke before - as the sirens race around my block. Just kidding. But really, it would be about school, huh? “Jane, stop this crazy thing” - the famous line from the Jetson’s cartoon. Were you, Mr. former President, that online instructor Richard Busch at Kaplan College by any chance? We had a brief chat about Patty Hearst when I asked if she was really brainwashed when committing the bank robbery and you said, “Oh yes, poor, poor Patty, she was really brainwashed.“ I was surprised by the confident reply and I don’t remember anything important after that. Needless to say I flunked the class and eventually from the specially designed Criminal Justice program that was offered to me. Your school sucked. You must’ve gotten confused and thought we were at one of your dad’s terrorist schools in Latin America or Iran. History mentions your dad and the Shah as cozy. The media prematurely labeled me a suicide bomber, even spoken by the then President Elect. Tim Russert interviewed President Obama saying that “the Iraq War was the fault of a suicide-bomber” as recorded in a book by Arianna Huffington, who we happen to like. I didn’t think much about it but the next day Mr. Russert was dead. I felt terrible after a day or two when I realized they really were making me into a suicide-bomber and that poor Tim guy. The government still calls me names but it’s the biologic and electronic surveillance that‘s the closer in my opinion. I’m going to describe a couple of “Busch” dots that may prove to be delusion but here they are anyway. A paper I did in college before commencing this ‘Operation: Student Troubles’ began was a stock report on Anheuser Busch, Inc. AB was chosen after I compared it with Miller Lite and finding they both looked alike, with sports teams and tobacco companies [looked like twin corporations], my professor and academic advisor, Mr. Haliday, suggested Busch. Phillip Morris may have branched off to became an Athena company since that paper, maybe. This very house that I live in now, forever really, had an alderman named Busch and another was a Busch derivative [eg. Buschxxx, Bushman, etc] in the 1950’s and was even the same place my father lived when he was a kid at that time.
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5/5/09
My dad’s side of the family is not Hughes, but my dad’s dad, my grandfather, George, was the President of the Retired Aerospace something or other after working for McDonnell Douglas. Okay, so that made him some kind of target of the government. As if that has any justification to continue torturing an innocent person that’s magically magnetized to the same property. This is completely disgusting - that I’m killing myself for no apparent reason. Cause I somehow feel I deserve it. How skillful and I’m supposed to prevail? I don’t think so. There’s war crimes in there. Probably not but they make threaten with that all the time, like hearing voices. Making me torture myself or feeling as if so. Like everyone trying to help me but not really permitted anyway - or so the new written law says now, huh?. Plus, all of your trash PR work. Do you call that ‘dirty PR’? That’s also known as propaganda, huh? So anyway, my grandma, a Johnson that married a Hughes, worked for McDonnell Douglas but in the cafeteria. This was many years after she divorced Hughes who was discharged from the military for being mentally incompetent. He’s the same one that had his eye shot out and drinks too much. I wonder why? You can’t think that labeling someone a target gives permission to be tortured without them even knowing.
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2.22.09
So anyway, the Common Sense Law, enacted by the Republican House of Representatives, that limits the amount of monetary liability ’fat-cats’ have to pay for civil and human rights violations, is definitely a clue. Clues are apparently school and always have multiple interpretations, at least, or none. This could be a clue about a secret ‘storm’ that is brewing, or two, the Common Sense Law could be an attack on our intelligence. The CIA was renamed to George W. Bush Intelligence Agency, I read somewhere. War of the words, huh? What about the manipulation of a secret target’s nervous system? So anyway, the CIA have referred to that “Alice in Wonderland” cartoon and have yet to show it to me for clues. I don’t know what clues may be meaningful other than the giant mushrooms taste like snozzberries. These so called clues gained popularity first as riddles, which is in itself a clue. But, who really cares? They’re Republicans and common sense tells us they may not have my best interests at heart, no matter what they say - guilty by association. I know its appalling isn’t it. Everywhere else in the world, Republic tends to insinuate fascism, synonymous with Nazism, and I guess Marxism as well but I don’t remember the specifics from Philosophy 101. Oh, its serious Nazi propaganda and I have to pass on some secret message to anyone that will listen after I just verbally chopped ‘em up. Plus the Nazis see what I see and I bet that‘s against the Geneva Code. Is that the reason for which I flunked out of school?

This is getting messy but establishes some foundation for questions that can wait no longer. Some of you are poets from the secret society Skulls and Bones, and others from the World War II Department of Defense animation unit. Some of the obvious, common sense questions might ask about the residential water supply of Anytown, USA, and why did you outlaw bottled water. Why are laws being created against such bogus crimes as baggy shorts or the use of profanity and smoking in bars? Did you create some religions or alter them at your secret club? There was some Cosmicology type of religion with the blond twin girls as the ‘poster child’ for some supposed hate group. What about the Jesus bloodline from France? Did Madonna call and sing me Happy Birthday? I missed Family Guy that night or whatever. I want this over as much as everyone else but layer after layer of hypnosis has hidden the mental and biological torture that I am incapable of expressing. I’m really sorry to take so long for so little.


Odd notes of complaints 2.22.09:
on their way to outer space to play ‘Star Wars’.
The ‘game’ reality was a simple, easy explanation for madness and the ‘win or loss’ of bets.
Sabotage everywhere.
Usually have to choose least damaging path.
Some school that was.
That was Kaplan College, a company of “The Washington Post” which gained Tax Exempt status of the Unitarian Church which was a cult lead by a Japanese man that conducted anthrax aerosol tests like the CIA operative, Olson.
He committed suicide by jumping through a hotel window, foul-play suspected, his wife’s name was Alice, and she was a whore.
Odd notes 5.5.09
Or maybe that was Oswald’s wife?
Christopher Hodapp 32* Past Master, Knight Templar is the author of Freemasons for Dummies. [not read] He also has a wife named Alice that he dedicates to her as being a “writer in her own right.”
That’s just nasty.
I don’t want to go to the hospital or be coerced to type more crap that only incriminates myself or very likely becomes inadmissible evidence lifted from a sci-fi novel. But let history note, and hold true, that due to Nazi propaganda, some factual information is labeled as fictitious. Truth is stranger than fiction is their argument but it can’t hold up in a court of law if I don’t know the truth. Or, that there is no truth to know, its all bs like I said a long time ago. Well, that’s not gonna fly either then, huh?
If anything is related to karl rove its vehemently rejected or prosecutable, including the number 69 and anything gay-friendly about that thing. He’s too nasty and unattractive to be accepted, period. We’d throw his nasty ass back in. I think he wants to blackmail me for some picture of something but I told whatever pretending to be him that I am never interested but only want death. I don’t know what he mumbled about - I acknowledge nothing from that complete imbecile. Plus, the piece of crap was mouthing something about my zero chance for success of my nonexistent desire to be president - just the normal common everyday threats.

Monday, May 4, 2009

so anyway,, what a nightmare,,

you want me to take the blame, i dont want that. game over,, do it however big as you fuckin want dogshit,,

Friday, May 1, 2009

thanks angels!

They are 'coming to take me away'? That's cute, kind of Hollywoodish, perhaps? So they have my vision on DVD? LOL. Thanks! So what about my nurse? She discharged me, weeks ago and since then, the team of Mr. Cooper and Mr. Warner couldn't rescue me. How funny. The whole pink and spy themes. I don't like the 1984 hate thing that overwhelmed my emotions to be a hateful screamer. How 'gay' or not is that. Its all Bush saboteurs, I'm assuming. See, they are still doing crap to me to make me forget. Lobotomy type stuff that isn't apparent to the naked eye. So what, they are not cuss words. My neighborhood seemed to brighten up or something when I typed about the lobotomy. You know, I used to type [buzz buzz] as code or something. See, I'm not the dumb one. LOL. Its you guys that aren't allowed direct communication because i'm a flamer. LOL. So what, its better than a killer, you bad bad terrorists. God bless you all! The Jews first of course, like the Bible tells us so. Hey, now look, they ain't all that. The ones I know are good people. Even the ones I only know a little are good, but why can't I get that Jewish blessing? I probably stay with the meek ADDers to inherit the Earth. So get off our land. Not the Jews, they are okay, but anything Bush related should probably go. Doing us like the Native Americans, I see. That still 'boggles' my mind, the different points of view. Apparently, not a legal Judge in sight. You have been wanting me to type boggle awhile. Its the double g huh. Thanks, that's nice. They are nuts.

So anyway, Lucy really refers to something different I think, as displayed in my behavior. They were implying the once glamorous Lucille Ball, became a comedic slave to Cuban Communism. Turner Movie Classics played a movie with Lucy and Ricky the night the Emmy Awards were on so I missed them. Diversion is more than half their torture game. So there's this nuero disorder mentioned in my old textbook but with the exact opposite symtoms of my behavior. So what does that mean?

I guess there are a couple different lobotomies including the frefrontal and the limbic lobes. The term lobotomy means the purposeful removal or destruction of brain tissue. The prefrontal lobotomy is the area right behind our forheads and is responsible for our judgement, concentration, initiative, and problem solving which all seem to be impaired in my particular situation. Stop reading my mind. I can't even lie if I wanted to. The other lobotomy in the Limbic system which seems to be related to our emotions and digestive tracts, including bowel movements and . I thought they were sneaking laxatives into my drinks but they are able to control my bowel movements through my Limbic brain lobe, anyway.

Basic Clinical Neuroanatomy by Young and Young mentions The Kluver-Bucy syndrome in chapter 16, The Limbic System. The syndrome is characterized by disturbances seen experimentally and clinically after bilateral [one-sided] removal of the temporal lobes as far posteriorly [to the back] as the auditory areas. This is a part that is opposite saying there is an absence of emotional responses so that fear, rage, and aggression cease to exist. I never really had them before. Remember, I used to say I'm not the paranoid type? Mine are all man made bullcrap so that I really don't have that obvious symptom so that would make this syndrome irrelevant, really, which is a major pain. Another characteristic is a compulsion to be overly attentive to all sensory stimuli, which is a man-made symptom also, I think. By making me see everything in both broad and detailed aspects so that I might save my own life - well from the aids hitmen back then. They used to scare my for my life, sometimes, back then. I never asked for my parents to live with me though. That's just a killer, no matter how much I love them. The syndrome includes oral tendencies and hypersexuality. Ditto, man-made again. Visual agnosia or they say, psychic blindness, is another symptom they say in which objects are not recognized visually. The emotional things are related to the amygdaloid nucleus apparently.
I'll mention more about the Limbic system later, but eroded it may also the the patient neglectful, I think.

Alberto Gonzalos said that Judge Bybee's definition of torture was not valid, it was not accepted as guidelines but we all accepted anyway since that's all they were probably allowed to publish. In Alfred W. McCoy's book, A Question of Torture, the author quotes Mr. Gonzalos on page 165, saying the Bybee memo "had been withdrawn"; "it has been rejected"; "I categorically reject it"; and "that analysis has been rejected and I consider it rejected." On the same page, Senetor Kennedy is quoted as saying the definitions of what constitutes pain is lifted from the Medicaid guidelines, "federal statutes that define emergency medical conditions for... Medicaid."

So do we go back to the narrowing laws by President Reagan? Geneva is really the only way from here but I need help to contact me without mixed messages.

The book also mentions about the Red Cross denial of access to prisoners or something. The one up the street wouldn't even take my name and later I learned that President Bush runs that place as well. And, what about the law from President Bush Sr. that permitted welfare agencies to deny services to members they don't wish to service or something. It was the "1000 something act." That's conspiratorial. To make the guidelines to meet the heinous act of torture the same as the guidelines met by Medcaid [welfare agency] for pain. So that government could deny a tortured person help which makes us all a pathetic nation. Let's see, what else do we have going for us? That damn smell. I have to come back to that later.

aren't all the suspected terrorists almost always innocent?

I didn't think the military obtained any good information from the torturous techniques used for interrogation purposes. Plus, they get to treat prisoners any way that they want since they are all non-obedient anyway because they are all innocent. The suspected terrorists are all innocent! The guilty terrorists are the ones actually doing the interrogating for the Bush Administration. Yoo says there are some people that commit crimes outside the law and they get the terrorist label. The suspects are always the wrong people. Bush wouldn't allow an actual taliban or al qaeda member be questioned because they might rat him out. All prisoners were innocent. plus more crap,, is that common knowledge?