Monday, December 15, 2008

another day shot to hell,,

I sneaked off to work at a wireless router and they still blocked everything I tried to do. I tried to contact the America Bar Association after unsuccessfully trying to create a few different email accounts at different services and am tossing in the towel today. What is going on? They tell me the country is under Marshall Law and that I'm being tortured like the insignificant stepchild that I am. Actually, there is so much crap that I will never be able to help. Wish i could. Sorry about all the people i dog from the torture,, i have nothing elose to say. My heaqd is throbbing,, they do that physical pain shit you know but still no touch. I dont know if that movie on TCN at 10p tuesday will help or hinder my situation,,,, This is something that is more than humiliating and dehumanizing which every body knows more than me.. im just not the quality character the think i should be. I just want the pain and the fuckin guessing and lying game players to get a life besides mine,, Look im not Jesus nor am I Howard Hughes. They wont let me do anything,, death threats for everyone,, on the house,, what do u want? they say go mental and in hospital forever but I had to beat my last doctor off from the electric shock because if i forget this half lied bullshitt i get nothing,, im NOT married. I'm not even fuckin semi-close to one single person,, why? secret marshall law huh,,

Thursday, October 23, 2008

hey didnt Russel Crowe die a long time ago,,, in real life making a movie,,

2:29a
duribng the filming of a movie called The Crow,,  so see mock killings all the time,, how was chevy's visit to st ann airport?   hope all went as good as could be,,

Oberman said what,,  thats true huh,, and the hous fly spy cams spreading disease and poison,,  what about the memtal crap,,  christian slater was getting his mind read,,  or something in 'own worst enemy',,  yea i got that taken off didnt i?  my bad no offense,, great actor but they had me complaining and hating life and rejection to all,,, that kinda crap,,  see they can read my mind so i cant fuckin plan escape,, much less find the desire,, tricky gamers,,  i dont really desire much good,, its just default mood, you know,,
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alwys puttin shitt in my person,, fucku,, hey id like to help if i can,, and oh merry masterfuckk i understand how u dont like people who want to help themselves in the way that you want them to,, the way that would benefit you much more than helping self which will inevitably became a total betrayal kind of self help anyway,,  just dig me deeep into evil fuckk glutches,,  anyway,, u are fucked,, naa,, its me thats totally fucked and i dont even want cant fathom being on the other side of the purefuckinhate track,, yea yea i hear that advice about being a better decent person but i refuse,, now that really sucks if i accidently nice to a good person,, that still means, thoughj, for u hate fuckin war mongers need to stay out,, as if since in my fuckin mind's eye and all,, is that what u call it tenet,,  or well maybe wells,, nah,, shit-for-brains just fits and works good,, whats up with documentaries,, its pitiful enough to publicly humiliate but to publicly mentally torture someone is the biggest of the pig trash,, huh swat fuckin fagboy,, or whatever ur fuckin head player is special schyool forces,, weee what fun game,, fucku fucker,, i want out less that i want to be let down and disappointed,, thjere no reason to expend the effort,, only the rage is the place to go before the fake path,,,  gotta love scumfuckks like u,, didnt i say its the cia presi trash that are the terrorist?   oh my gosh the middle east,,,  just the common knowlwdge fact that we, the scumsuckin USA leaders, had iran and iraq battling and destroying each other, you know better more covert type activities and friendship building is happening there too,, and lets not forget tina's specialty of betrayal,, fuckin scumm ,, so saudi is the rich oil kings and the poor in poverty huh,, thats it,, two classes,, just like 'the new' world,, nasty trash,,

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12p
Wow, what a crazed maniac i am,,,  the big picture looks incredible,,   but the journey for alice is unbelievably bad,,,  they are mental torturing me,,  remember its 'the new' WMD with ape warfare tactics,,  they become friends with the enemy,, i read cheney talking about troops become acceptedn and part of the neighborhood,,    like vietnam,,  but its only for betrayal purposes,, i know this sounds crazy,,  I'd say we are under a fairly friggin agressive state sponsored self attack.  the army and cia seem to know toxic levels of a few poisons,,   you wont believe this crap,,,   not only are they no.1 at surveillence devices known as bugs but here in friggin wonderland they control a few insects,,,  no kidding,,   these people are nuts,,  im not kiding,, i read about a clandestine camera could be in a device that secretly flys around at a very local level,,,  i read a little about spy satellites that we see views on tv,, large picture from the sky,, no they have a better view than that,,, im thinking they  can count the pores in our skin,,  but the device was a fly like a house or fruit fly,, they have given me the impression once a twice mybe more they were the knat in my face,,   but this fly flies around to resonate an element that will react with some other specific reactive compound,, maybe consumed for a specified targeted reaction to occur,, they use anything for a catalyst,,,  rules of war are a changing,,  but they cheat so bad they wont have anyone that will play with them,,


oh but hey it is the pretty people,, really appreciate that,, strong appreciation for beauty,,  red yang,, lol,, uhhh is that a marylin manson song,, i know he sings 'we're all stars now, in the dope show'   I LOVE THAT I LOVE THAT I LOVE THAT,, and lots miracles but let me tell you, don't be fooled,,  blonds are a better funner target maybe,,  thats kinda fun way to close that up,,  but torture is the number one reason,, youre all cool as hell,,  the people of the world,, i tip my hat and all of that,,


back to the warrantless wiretaping,, its oh so much more that and thats why i couldn't believe the human abuse allowed,, but thats the beauty of mental 'no touch' torture,,  but they have this face recognition software and they can make computer generated clones of anybody, doing anything,,   but, i think they made me really do alot of it myself,,  or so the perception,,   see thats even a chemical reaction,,  everything is double in this damn town,,   add a simple hot catalyst and get an explosion,,  my head hurts,,

you know what that made me do,,  corced or tricked or something,,  like they do to the guys on the internet,,  msnbc,, with chris the entrapper,,  i think they made me a pedophile once,, or maybe more,, who knows,,  blackmail is involved in mental torture alot,, they are lsd freaks,, lol,, ,,   they have mde me do so much bad,, coerced,, after years of strategic manipulation,, actually outside the box its hot hot hot hot,,  you are all the beautiful people,, let me tell ya,,, 



 I guess we are all on the same page,,,  sorry about freaking out all the time,,  you know what?     this is so shameful,,,  i flipped rage 10 hrs str8,, my goodness,, too many people aware of this,,  they are torturing me and manipulating me and i still dont have the timing down,, bump me into lotsa walls,,


did i write about that MK Ultra and the CIA guy in charge of the biowarfare effect of aerosol delivery of toxins,, he was setup for that work and was pushed out a window,,   by the most suspicious person in the world,, they really are nazis here,, im so bad at this game,, im not sure all the good stuff they may say to get help to me,, thjey are lying,, seriously,,   and its kinda funny they push the field alot for sportmanship type battle,, oh c'mon give me a break,, cant leave anything on the field,, everybody is really really cool,,,, lol,,   each person kind of a blessing,,,  thats a real empowering game piece,,  have a great day,,
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

oh yeah, guess what else i did and do?

hmmm lets see, for what else am i guilty?   war crimes, the game?  Abuse of the disabled, yeppers.  hey it happens. 

They call me Usama and we are family with Tina,,,   and were more than happy to help them with their state sponsored terrorism in September '01. 


Im the biggest proudest a gay bottom,,

i do crack,, err what,, the fbi does my crack is what i meant,, hey its legal,,  well here in crawword anyway,,  

lets see what else is good for you,,


dude you really should take me up on that public hanging offer i made 2 days ago,, think of the good for ur new business?  my wedding gift righjt back at you beautiful dream lovers,, romance just emminates with all ur comercial and fake news and rumors of wars and death and suffering,, i cant stop

i always bend over without question for jimmy dean at the fbi,,, my smart dream lover of my life,,, err,, tina's really,,


hey now wait a minuite,, tht fake news story about releasing 5 prisoners from quantanamo,, so does that mean not role play?    well it doesnt matter,, i demand the lynch,, dude ur business will sky rocket,, yep yep,,

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too funny,, get this crap,, the blond thing,, i dont believe it though,, they think blondes are stupid,., isnt that funny as hell,, and all the biowarfare type weapons are used to destroy them,, funny,, hitler liked us,, plus you would be surprised at the blond intelligence level,, its through the roof quite honestly,, one of our secret philosophies and a part of our code of ethics, we dont allow stupid people membership,, in fact, we don't even recognize any,,   so youre still not flying ya fat penguin lovebirds,,    <wink> <wink> love devils that fuckk,, you look like the same guy though in all the saw flicks,, love at first sight on the silver screen,,  so much charm,, like on the toilet to wipe crusty with,,

[game on fags]

I MURDERED SOMEONE,, .

how completely disgusting,, i have so much self hate,,  i dont want any life back,, im pathetic to be so pathetic,, and thats real hard on someone not to forget the lifetime of betrayal,, hes a fuckin nazi,,  theyre lovers i just figured that out,,  well they spent much time trying to betray the truth,,  of course im embarassed,,   and dont think im too grandious about the president thing,,   they have been saying that for years along with king and some other crap,, wants me to think i need to get into the WH for retribution maybe,, or justice whatever,,   but you know that place is sabotaged just for me i bet,,  they have important agenda dont you know,,  and maybe my c yber lovepig to be my VP and continue to persuade me with brilliance into doing such activities on agenda as continueing and taking blame of all war crimes,, like tina wishes was happening to her right now,,  as a puppet on bullshits' lap,, this is just pathetic karla,, do u actually eat with that mouth,, err,, those hands?

oh heyheyhey btw,, my loyalty contract,,  if that is part of some mental restraining trash,,  nice touch again barfla,,   but ive cussed that fucker many a times and apologize probably less than half the times,, i would think that would be my withdraw from the repubunists party,,    

lets see,, why am i still getting poisoned?   if im free from gitmo for a month?  cause you ripped me off through my bank maybe?   i totally hate myself for allowing myself ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,  oh youve heard it before,, letting myself be so fooled but such waste,, but oh yeah,, they are in my mind,, well until they took he show off,, the smooth bitchh must be pregnent or something,, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, 

funny,,  was thinking i dont know who or how many you are,, i just hate my mind so fuckin shreded to fuckin bits and pieces,, its all a fuckin lie,, itsw not made up fuckin bullshit in my head,, was that manchurian candidate movie to make me fearful of the WH,, well one thing made up for that,, but oh i dunno,, i guess im just trying to make sense of the madness,, plus im nuts,, i said that on the forms of a new doctors office yesterday,,  but u already fuckin knew all about it huh,, chant chant chant public hanging,, public hanging,, how about the perfect place under the lady's torch,, im a mental patient that needs to be put away forever?  is that right mentor xanadu,, well good thing i got it out early before real bad damage could have happen,,    why did the journalists all do something a few weeks to a month ago?  professor who?    nasty,,   that kind of doctor would not be permissible as a judge for mental stability for a victim in torture,, and whats dr phil,, a gym frikken teacher?   say what?     

Hey by the way, is all of this just diversion for the smart people?   lolol,, funny,, well  if im free, shoot that son of a bitchh,,   oh yeah,, sorry about any disrespect that may have to the president elect and the complete loser fake that i cant believe is still in there,, lolol,, just joking,,  but anyway,, i want to see about that kingdom thing,,  for liberty,,,,   we probably have enough judges and enforcers to just compust you,, its really even extraordinarily sad to think about u,, those are unkind words,, and they get rejected much earlier than 30 dayas at this game of the retarded hero,,

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hmm you know what?  i think i was persuaded by a false trust,, nah i know better so i retract all guilty pleas,, unless stuck to the old dumbest one with a kinda blond hair,, see im nice too stupid,,, i gottaq stop ignorantly trusting,, i dunno,,  im still too green at the nazi game,, but the anchor b/s and all the identity theft or more politically correct, expressed as identity sharing thought my guilt reflected on the nasty dudes card instead but im more than sure he's rubber and i am glue,, so mi just withdrawel the entire false confession,,
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why do u tell me to watch the news man,,   in the same hidden messages telling me russia is on my side,,    dude they just dont like you,,   i can vouch for you,,,  everybody hates your guts,, deception and lying and u wont take a no or rejection of your fake or pretnd truth as an accussation,, u just say lolol to funny 'we the people' are extra dumb today,, lemme sit on ur lap karla,, got a new skirt i need u to pop,, opps did i say that out loud?   lol,, its a lie anyway,, karla wears the skirts in the house,,,  i bet they got pics of that whore all over the house too,, naa,,
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oh well in closing, this message has just been pretty much a waste of time,, i retract any confessions but no apologies for nonloyal words of rejection and hate,, plus the new president wouldnt have to live in the white house anyway,, oh wait in working on the kingdom,, i hope the effort will help me stash some of that hate somewhere,,,   they gonna hunt me down for toxic dumping but thats normal i think,,
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

oh yeah,,

I changed my mind,, no brothers thanks to pukeface,, no godfathers either,, definitely no uncle fuckin sams,, only the dumb fuckin wives,, im trying to divorce them but im in too much pain to do much game crap,, chest pain i dont know why,, brand new,, eyes and throat burns,, but maybe it will go away soon,, and definitely NO FUCKIN BRO,,

and snow dont forget,, how many snows did dipshitt have anyway?  oh william casey,,  ok is it my pick then?  il take lee,,  fucku scumbags,, to[sic bastard] funny huh,,

gekko is that the former nicaraguan oil tyrant?   so you say taloiban from where?  do it up big scumbag,, and no dipshitt not at all funny that the remote holders are the good guys,, thats the worst part of the bullshit to me,, shoot them i said,,
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thanks for the nice weather dr z,,,

Say what?  I say Osama you say no, you are Usama.  A shit suckin drug dealer huh,, right here in the same rat hole?  What the hell, how many devils all up inside me, anyway,, Did Osama say it was the USA that destroyed Saudi and Afghan?   And yeah, shithead, why do you always know what they are doing,,   After the NY tragedy, you took back over control huh?  Luckily you had that guy watching you shake that behind and was able to boss as temp,,  anyway,, this is not as fun as i would hope,,

Next clue:
Paula was in chat last night saying 'I'll catch you snow'.  I said, "Oh yeah, where am i at dumb?"  She said, "You are in Georgia at the busiest port."   I can only imagine the importance of all these special ports of call is for the illegal distribution of drugs, people and kids.  So I guess that makes me guilty of pedophilia, drug distibution, and human expoitation and abuse since im actually all the fuckin scum of the world,, no wonder,,  skank karla are u in me too?  For god's sake, no wonder the bad mouth.  I guess I've also been guilty of tortiure since i sent my troops into iraq for selfish reasons and had my other armies, the taliban and al qaeda kill them,, it was a matter of how controling prisoners, not necessarily interrogation techniques, so yes i took lives to be the torture monger,, karla said it was ok,,

So anyway, that was stupid.  You jealous and envious of my stupidity?  Yeah I know, me too.  So, I tried to get divorced but am i a bigamist?  No way?  get the fuckk outta here,, with the worlds worst whores in the world,, guess i am a pimp huh,, funny,, thats nasty nasty as hell,, i guess after i dump these scummy whores,,   OH THE MANSON FAMILY,,  now i get it,, fuckin idiots,, u write this crap karla?i dump all u fuckin whores, dont come back,,  eat off fatass if u need food,, i have nothing for you,, so u scumfuckks got this on contract huh?  so what is my name Usama huh,, Tenet?  i guess u are not even real huh,, like a wolf or dert maybe?
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